Card Making and lotta thoughts

I can't imagine anyone reading my blog and thinking "Man this is some profound stuff. Yes!! I came here and found the meaning of life". But with that said
I cant wait until this month is over , or until thursday morning to go to California and visit Joanne. Together we will be able to hang out, get good eats and go on photo walks. We will probably go running together and have a good time accompanied by some healthy competition. Although knowing that it is all about relaxing and enjoying ourselves I know that this week is going to be so long before we can get to our break and then BAM its all gone. SO I hope that we can enjoy every minute of the day in San Francisco.
Anyway this past weekend I got a chance to hang out with some friends and make Christmas cards. Which I thought was awesome and I made 5 of them (but I only took 4 pics since I have no idea where I put the 5th one right now
I think it fell inside the car)
I always wonder where my time goes I do one thing next thing you know 3 hours have gone by. WTH Where did my time go?
I can start of with something simple like breakfast and cleaning the kitchen and my time flies away.
Maybe I need to time myself or set an alarm or have time trials. OR it is my environment that takes my time away, I'm so busy trying ti do everything since everything is so "Go, Go, GO" here; I may just need a change of place, a change or my surroundings... Maybe California!......

I may just need to be in a more relaxed area, maybe I do need to go California and see what life is like over there. I also cant wait to be over with school. It does take a lot of my time Blasted time

Bagel Onion Ham and Egg

Turning 32 isn't the biggest thing in the world, once you hit those 23's 28's and 30's you are petty much over the hump the next one is the sad one for me. 40!!! 40 years old.
It sort of looks at your life and asks what have you done for yourself ? what do you have to show for it. Why are you ehre. So I dont want to go there yet. But at the end of the day it doesn't matter. I feel like im 18(21) but I know Im 32.
and as they say If I knew then what I know now. ..What would I have done? Would I have worked out more? Would I have focused on my art more to take a different path? 1
What If I only knew about my health. Would I have really take some roper precautions to not fall under the gall stone spell.
In the end it doesn't matter.. Right now I know that no matter what route I would have taken I do believe that God would have meet me there and taught me a lesson. Scolded me, and taught me how to be a man. No matter what He would have taught me to be appreciative about where I am in life. Like right now. I know I am not at the top of my career and that I am also not at my peek of physical physic. ut that's OK. I have come a long way to accept and be happy about who I am and where I am at in life. There many few things I don't care about any more and the many things I ignore now in days is to be said about . I realize that in the end of the day I do want Christ above everything else in my life. And as hard as that is to read, as hard as it is to say. I know that I need to be with Him Christ my Lord.
On my birthday Oct 11th I went out to eat with my roommate. We went to Dedham and went out for breakfast. I enjoy this place solely because of their breakfast sandwiches other than that they suck. their coffee is burned and requires that you buy another coffee in order to make up for the lack of taste that this place's coffee has.
It was fun going there
although traffic was a bummer, after breakfast I went over to movie stop and got rid of a ton of movies and swapped it for "The Simpsons" DVD season 20(so far not bad)